Choices. Continuation of last.

To cry over someone who keeps believing in you even despite you disappointing him on numerous occasions ?

Or to cry over the mere fact that you've disappointed yourself ?

I really cant take the "i believe in you"s now.

Cause i can feel walls crumbling when you guys say that.


A lil' happiness knowing that you care, a lil' sadness knowing that i've let you down and a whole lot of gratitude for asking me to stay strong.


This seemingly endless vortex of perplexity seems to have taken so much away from me. So much for the flippant lifestyle of past.

Father, only you can help me now. You and only you.